I’ve been getting a lot requests on facebook from lots of lovely people, I was so indecisive about to accept or not. I decided to keep facebook strictly personal, I’m sorry.

But, I really love it when you become a subscriber, so please, don’t hesitate! 

For not updating as much as I did before, I’m living a completely different life than a few months ago. The summary of me a few months ago was: mentally unstable, aimless, not motivated, stuck, and at the moment I am the complete opposite of these things. I am currently working almost fulltime, I’m in a relationship, sometimes, for example after two days I’m realizing I haven’t had any destructive thoughts, and it’s such a relief, I can be this way, as free as I am now. But there is a disadvantage which isn’t really a disadvantage though about being this way. I’m noticing, now I don’t have all these horrible thoughts, which I labeled as my identity before, I’m a little confused about what to think, to feel, do do, to say, because I don’t really know if it’s really ME who is doing all those things or if it’s me adjusting other people’s expectations. I guess my eating disorder was just a trial to find myself, which didn’t work. Now the real work has to be done, and that’s okay. 

Even though I’m living a more busy life at the moment, I want to do more with blogging, but I’m not completely sure about what I want to do, but I want to blog, fo sho. Thank you all for reading and supporting ♥♥♥